Go pita. You can do this. I believe you can.
wipe that shits.

Im so bored that Ive decided to this, which seems to be on everyone's blog

100 Facts

1. Name: lupita.
2. Middle Name: witono, as you know.
3. Location: this is home.
4. Place of Birth: some hospital.
5. Blood Type: O eh? yea. I'm of the majority
6. Male or Female: feeemale.
7. Bus: uh ?.
8.Status: ehem ehem. petakk.
9. Occupation: Student?
10. Initials: what eh. none I suppose
11. Screen Name: pita? err.. .

Your Appearance
12. Hair Color: not so black but black enough to be reffered as black.
13. Hair Length: oh, gees.
14. Expression: ermm.
15. Best Feature: It wouldnt even take a second to mention
16. Height : short lah short
17. Main Accessories: sticks.
18. Glasses: I don't wear one.
19. Shoe size: 5.
20. Weight: oh damn, I missed this out.

Your Firsts
21. First cry: in 91
22. First best friend: errr, who eh
23. First Award: don't know
24. First Sport You Joined: erm erm.
25. First thing you did today: stared at my ceilings
26: First thing you ate today: rice.
27. First thing you said today: what eh
28. First Love: that primary friend of mine

Favorites
29. Movie: lots eh,none in particular. 8mile?
30. TV Show:anything mtv's showing.
31. Color: black.
32. Rock Band: ain't rock kinda girl
33. Place to get groceries: don't know eh, grocery shop?
34. Food: anything.
35. Season: Like I have a choice.
36. Candy: coke lolli.
37. Sport: errr.
38. Restaurant: erm.
39. Number: numbers?I'm a maths student,you see.haha. wth.
40. Subject: anything that teacher's aint boring
41. Guy: my baby. tee-hee
42. Animal: My Tono. nyahah.
43. Book: Ps I love you I suppose, or maybe the sister's keeper. anyway, you've got the idea
44. Magazine: any.

Currently
45. Doing before you started this survey: Doing Amaths.
46. Thinking: "shit lah, I'm broke"
47. Wearing: Homie clothes.
48. Crying bout: aint crying now .
49. Eating: not eating.
50. Drinking: this healthy mineral water
51. Typing: dots
52. Loving: Oh, you want to know? I'm in love with my baby, and then eminem as always, and pretty much more.
53. Listening To: Boys like Girls.
54.Thinking about: my baby, next month, tomorrow, yesterday.
55. Wanting: MOOney, and I want I want I really really want meeting him. haha.kk wth
56. Watching: my fingers clicking these buttons

Future
57. Where do you see yourself in 5 years: that makes me 20. erm.some company?.
58. Kids: ermmm.
59. Want to be Married: I think so. haha . wth . yea man.
60. Career in Mind: Auditor, manager, partner? haha.

Which is Better with the Opposite Sex
61. Looks or Personality: Personality makes your looks
62. Smart or average: smarter than average
63. Hair color: anything that suits.
64. Hair length: errr.
65. Eye color: anything.
66. Measuremnts: taller of course, what you expect.
67. Cute or sexy: Cute.
68. Lips or Eyes: Lips
69. Hugs or Kisses: both. one after another haha. what the hell.
70. Short or Tall: Tall!
71. Easygoing or serious: Both.
.72. Romantic or Spontaneous: Romantic.
73. Good or Bad: erm middle? more to good I prefer
74. Sensitive or spontaneous: Spontaneous.
75. Hook-up or Relationship: Relationship.
76. Cute or Handsome: cute
77. Trouble Maker or Hesitant One: Anything.

Have You Ever
78. Kissed a Stranger: nah.
79. Had surgery: nah.
80. Gone commando: nah.
81. Ran Away From Home: nah, they sent me out.
82. Broken a bone: nah.
83. Broke the law:erm.
84. Been on a cruise: yea I suppose.
85. Got a car accident: nah.
86. Dumped someone: ya.
87. Cried When Someone Died: who eh.
88. Cried At School: ermm. nope.

Do You Believe In
89. God: I suppose I am a believer.
90. Miracles: nah. what's destined to happen, just happen.
91. Love at First Sight:eh? nope. I do believe in lust at first sight
92. Ghosts: no. but you know.
93: Aliens: err haha . nope.
94. Soul Mates: yea!
95. Heaven: somehow I just believe that when you die, your body would just rot in the ground followed by your spirit, but at times I think otherwise.
96. Hell: erm.
97. Answered prayers: yea
98. Kissing on The First Date: nope
99. Horoscopes: not really.

Answer Truthfully
100. Is there someone you wish you had?
who eh. I've gt my baby. none I suppose

I'm fucken starving.
and I'm fucken upset
and I feel like fucken tear
and I just fucken feel like nothing
and I just want to fucken swear
or fucken curse
or use fucken as my proverb? whatever it is.
I'm fucken mad.

whoever cares.

after all complications happened, I've decided to actually cut my fingernails. I would not want to hurt somebody by accidentally scratching them and leaving red marks on theirs. I also would not want to have to bend my nails everytime I want to open the cap of a green tea. I would not want to bite my nails. and last,maybe I would start playing instrument again since Hailey has some desire for being able to play drum and since dionne has a graet voice. Look out for us =].

First and foremost, thanks to everyone who made an effort making my banana day worths waiting for. thanks for the gifts, the greetings and all that. real appreciated.

I got home too fast, that's why I have nothing to do in this one bleak Thursday afternoon. 15 more pathetic days to EOY. oh well. Hailey didn't turn up, Mei shien too, oh, I could go on forever listing down who're the absentees ( nah, that's just an exaggaration).As fine as clear water things are now, and never would I ever screw up again.

Oh baby, I love your gift a lot.

I've lost. I'm adapting. Shut your holes.

& now I want to live like everybody else. Live a normal life, the real life. A life that doesnt seem to bring me any good, but still it what matters. I dont' care. I never want to, ever again. I don't want to lose anyone anymore. I'm grateful.

Go figure.
Go see mee putting an act.

Random : I am a step away from knowing how to swim.

& oh, I remember a thing.
He said : ' I love my bitch, I love my bitch".
=]

Dionne said Its all in your mind

Hailey said choco prata is heavenly

thats all what I could remember.

oh damn baby, I love you, and I would never let you go.

Bitches, bitches and bitches. wherever you turn, you would see a bitch. and imagine, in a day, how many turnings you do.Yea, that just tells how many bitches there are in the world. They go around, acting so innocently, pretending to be one of us, finding as much info as they could about us, about people, and last but not least, our boo. Their occupation are to copy what they see and make it as if its their style, to flirt with guys who are officially attached and act cheaply in front of them. Bitches, whores, sluts. I hope you fucking burn and rot in Hell for this.

well, but they are just doing their job. if jerks in the world, in the first place, never act so business-like, too. well, both of them are to blame. and what you could do is watch them pass you by, putting an act as if they are your very best friend. oh damn. so on second thought, I pray for every jerks and bitches to die together in a tragic accident. Hey at least I pray for a happy-ever-after ending, they could be together in Hell.

Well, Praise the Lord.

Why do I study?
yea, why eh. when I'm supposed to live freely like a goddamn bird at the tender age of 15. when I'm supposed to try every single assed up things that are do-able. why shit why. well. maybe I'm just more self-consciouss than any child at my age should be. Now let me tell you what kids at my age should be doing ; smoking, clubbing, skipping school, having a goddamn relationship, acting rebellious and the foremost : not to study. Those are an all-time must-do. But I don't give a shit eventhough I'm not in the crowd. what matters most is me. what would I be in the next 10 years. Well, I might not be a goddamn accountant, but hey at least, I wouldn't be a cleaner, that's already promised. Come talk to me when you're already in the next chapter of your life, and we'd see. so It's just your luck to know me, you see. I'm no fun to be with, and let's not get started on my dressings and appearance, we would just get to the same conclusion, I'm not even one of you, that is. but what the fuck I care for. I mean eventhough God gave me another wish to be reborn again, and this time, I could have it my way,I wouldnt ask for a pretty face, or any shits that's not required to be a someone-who-could-find-money. I would just have it His way,I'm comfortable being gas.

now,eat those shits. and no shit, I aint asking for any of your comments. this my blog, I type what I want and when I want. Neither I'm glad nor sad if you read or you don't. and whatever impression I gave you, suck that up in your asshole. I wouldnt blink an eye for that, you dick.